miss u a lot yar

Hi Gullu,
Yar it’s been three months since I have open my heart at fully to anyone at IIFT. I just miss you like anything bhai. Gullu yar tera intezar rehta hai har time. Yar tere bina bahut khali lagta hai bhai, tu to janta hi hai yar tu hi tha ek jisse main har bat kehta tha. but yar tere jane se ek aisa void create ho gaya hai jo nahi bharat hai yar. kabhi kabhi yar mujhe bahut kuch kehna hota hai par ab batein dil ke hih andar reh jati hai. Tere se baatein karke yar jo sukun milta tha wo aaj nahi milta hai. Kafi time aisa aaya yar ki bahut kuch kehne ka man kiya par yar koi nahi tha jisse main kuch keh kar apna dil halka kar saku. Yar I just miss u a lot. Parties aaj bhi hoti hai yar par ek ki kami hamesha hi rehti hai….. aaj jab “chingari chingari bheegi dekho bheegi dekho “ gane ka man karta hai to Sali aawaj hi nahi nikalti hai. Sab dil me hi reh jata hai yar.
Yar aunty ko call karne ka man karta hai bahut jyada but himmat hi nahi hoti hai meri. Bahut bar chaha hai call karna but shayad mere andar abhi aneesha jaisi himmat nahi hai.
Love u a lot yar…..
Pandu….